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[隨筆] 袖舞暗夜。(请关背景音乐进)


发表于 2005-6-12 04:22  3254 次点击

<P>   其实不知道该要怎么写下去。现在的状态就像被抽空的蛹。我拼命的想证明自己还存活于这个世界上。我拿着听筒,寻找着某日记录的号码,匆忙的。终于,一无所获。如此徒劳。</P>
<P>走了,都走了。满地的尘埃扑打着遗留的废纸张。来不及说再见就已经消失不见。因为高傲或者自卑。</P>
<P> 总要有胜败才可以定夺是否自由。败了,就不要谈什么想要不想要。唯一可以做的只有接受。我败了,所以我接受。</P>
<P>无论多痛。天作孽,犹可违;人作孽,不可活。这是我现在接受的道理。唾弃吧。鄙视吧。我现在的确真的就这么败了。无论什么样的过程,这是最终的真实结局。</P>
<P>说着无关痛痒的话题。听着似明似暗的音乐。想着不会拥有的明天。我的脸上绽开美丽的花朵。我看到,心口愈合的伤疤绚烂的开裂。听,我的血液澎湃着想要奔涌而出,演绎一场艳丽的花火表演。</P>
<P>没想过要怎样的惨烈。可是就这样遍体鳞伤的倒了下来。没人怜惜。甚至一个停留的眼神。就这么静静的等待腐烂。</P>
<P>没想过要怎样的遗憾。未成年也可以老去。没有爱依旧可以幸福,因为你的幸福而幸福。这样的奢侈品不是我这样的贫困者想要就要的。只是你连信手拈来的机会也不留下。</P>
<P>以为就像断头台前的死刑犯一样可以要求最后的奢望。给个怀抱吧,你的。笑。你那么风轻云淡的抬手,画线。拜拜。</P>
<P>夜已深。虫亦眠。长袖飞舞我将最后一坯净土掩盖你的青衣之上。来世。不要遇见我这样渴望自由与爱的人。</P>
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#1 - 2005-6-12 04:26
hminy 地球
<P>背景音乐的歌词如下:<FONT face=Georgia color=#ff99cc>so i'm waiting for this test to end
so these lighter days can soon begin
i'll be alone but maybe more carefree
like a kite that floats so effortlessly

i was afraid to be alone
but now i'm scared that's how i like to be
all these faces, none the same
how can there be so many personalities
so many lifeless, empty hands
so many hearts in great demand
and now my sorrow seems so far away
until i'm taken by these bolts of pain

but i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay
and then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
and the words still ring, once here, now gone
and they echo through my head every day
and i don't think they'll ever go away
just like thinking of your childhood home
but we can't go back, we're on our own, oh

but i'm about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
i'll find it in myself

so we're speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks that you're not here
and i think i'll want to be alone
so please understand if i don't answer the phone
i'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
until i can see nothing at all
only particles, some fast, some slow
all my eyes can see is all i know, oh

but i'm about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself
i'll find it in myself
do do do... </FONT></P>
#2 - 2005-6-12 17:46
飞翔的蜗牛 火星
我也渴望自由与爱,只是我一向不向现实低头罢了。
#3 - 2005-6-12 18:34
涅磐 在路上
自由和爱,和你不向现实低头有什么关系
#4 - 2005-6-12 20:44
hminy 地球
<P>    再又棱角的东西也会被磨损的。不是你不愿意低头就可以不低头的。</P><P>     楼上的同学,事物之间的联系那么复杂。何以见得他们之间就没有关系呢。</P>
#5 - 2005-6-12 21:26
飞翔的蜗牛 火星
至少我从不低头,我一定要冲出去。
#6 - 2005-6-13 13:00
黑貓不睡」_ 地球
<P>楼主好有腔调.!</P><P>我喜欢!.♡</P><P>另外.背景音乐是谁的呢.你名字,有什么意义么?Hminy.</P><P>How much I need you?
</P>
#7 - 2005-6-14 09:05
hminy 地球
<P>     笑。腔调?!</P><P>     似乎hminy的意思所有人都知道了。也没有解释的必要了。</P><P>     蜗牛:希望你冲出去。祈祷ing... ...</P>
#8 - 2005-6-16 14:16
黑貓不睡」_ 地球
<P>背景音乐是谁的.</P><P>-请-问-.</P>
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