[本能] beauty is within us - Scott Matthew

beauty is within us
作曲:菅野よう子
编曲:菅野よう子
作词:Chris Mosdell
演唱:Scott Matthew
歌词

O mother dear
Look what you've done
To your forlorn and once beloved son
Why was I born at all?
O mother dear
I'm such a freak
A mutant man, a woman underneath
Why was I born at all?

It's you I blame for all the shame
This anguish and this aching
The mirror turned against the wall
Myself despised, forsaken

*You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly

O mother dear
I curse you so
For breathing life into your wretched son
Why were you born at all?
O mother dear
I love you so
O please forgive this anger in my soul
Without you I'm alone

It's me who's been eternally damned
Trapped inside this cage, a ruined man
All damaged and depraved

O mother dear
This misery
Has settled like a stain upon my skin
-a vast unspoken sin

And my mistake is much too late
But your mistake was trusting
That out of grief, a goodness comes
And love comes out of lusting

*repeat

You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark I can not see you anymore

"O beauty is within us, mother knows"
"O beauty is within us, like a rose"
"O beauty is within us, let it grow"
O mother dear, let me out of here!

美在人心

哦亲爱的母亲
看看您对自己那曾经被爱
又遭遗弃的儿子做过什么？
我降生此世究竟为了什么？
哦亲爱的母亲
我是如此怪诞
畸变的男子，底层的女人
我降生此世究竟为了什么？

我为这所有的羞辱责备您
还有这所有的悲苦和痛楚
镜子调转，靠向墙壁
我被轻视，孤独一人

*您说：“你妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“像一朵玫瑰，有一种美在我们内心”
您说：“让它成长吧，既然美在人心”
可它却长得如此暗淡丑陋

哦亲爱的母亲
我深深诅咒您
只为您所赐的这可悲生命
您令我诞生究竟为了什么？
哦亲爱的母亲
我深深爱着您
请宽恕我发自灵魂的愤怒
离开您我在世间无依无靠

受到这永恒诅咒的人是我
被毁的男人，被牢笼捕获
所有一切都已损毁，堕落

哦亲爱的母亲
这场人间悲剧
像扎根在我皮肤上的污点
——深重却又难言的罪行

我的大错悔之晚矣
您的错误却在轻信
超越悲痛善意总会降临
纵欲之中也能生出爱情

*repeat

您说：“你妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“像一朵玫瑰，有一种美在我们内心”
您说：“让它成长吧，既然美在人心”
可它却长得如此暗淡，令我再也见不到您

“哦妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“哦像朵玫瑰，美在我们内心”
“哦让它成长，既然美在人心”
哦让我逃出这里，亲爱的母亲