5 years had gone before i noticed. special thanks to: Sn who always shares her stories with me; claire for giving me important advices; mich who is always fun to be with; nana for being a very straight person; kaycee for listening to my bullshits about "bangbangtang" since summer school. and i also want to thank: Hyki, Tracy, Jeff, Micheal, Urban, Danni, sammi...& all dose whose lockers are in 'our group'. and GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE GRAD 08s! 作者: happyっmerry 时间: 2007-12-13 15:06
GOOD luck to you
and all over who on the street 作者: 花花 时间: 2007-12-13 21:35
who am i?
i don't know who i am.
lost in this world, finding myself.
i thought i know myself, but turn out i know nothing about it.
thought i have the quality to become a lawyer.
thought art is my talent.
thought i am creative.
thought i am sure about myself.
thought i am special.
turned out that i am just like every body else, an ordinary person.
so normal that not able to be found on a crowded street.
要是只是我媽這樣想，我還不把她儅囘事。可是近日，我奶奶跟我說。大多數藝術人都是找了一個穩定的工作，然後把畫畫當作業餘興趣。i started to feel uncertain. why do they think arts is not a good choice? 我真的覺得只要是自己喜歡的工作，就是好的工作，並不是賺錢多的才叫好的職業。
過了沒多久，我又到了廁所來吐，他又跟過來了。還是一樣幫我拿起我的頭髮，然後拍我的背。Codrin進來看，codrin就說，a guy is holding your hair back for you? Woah, that means so much. 我當時也沒有仔細想這句話，我就說，yea, he is really nice.
我本來是蹲在馬桶旁邊的，可是腳實在太沒有力氣了，我就一屁股坐地上去了。後來，David要抱我起來，我就說，I m really heavy。然後他就安慰我說，no, you are the lightest。 然後就把我扶起來了。之後他就扶我到k房裏躺著。
我當時整個就是很暈很暈，我頭就咚一聲地撞倒墻上去了。David就坐在我旁邊，把我的頭放到他肩膀上。他從頭到尾都把我的頭靠到他肩膀上，就算手臂痲了也沒拿開過。我隱隱約約聽到有人問他，do you even know who she is?
他就說, Angel.
然後他說，my arm is so numb that I can’t even feel my arm.
那個人就說，why don’t you push her off.
David說，I like it this way.
我跟他已經在一起兩個月又多了。
大概已經到了所謂的冷靜期了。。。。。。
我覺得我好壞阿。。。。
最近不知道爲什麽一直想到的只是他的缺點。。。
儘管自己知道他有很多的優點，可是現在，好像優點已經不再是優點了。
每次想到他只會覺得他怎麽不如別人的男朋友。
覺得他很丟臉。。。。。。。。。。
i m fucking bitch
i m a fcking bitch
i m a fucking bitch
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